I'm trying very hard for this writing to be truthful. So you must know, and I will guarantee, that I am feeling absent as of late. And being left out of society, however (un)bearable it is, has brought me to a thinking place. This blog will be an ongoing story not of a love-sick picture of life. Instead, it will be a raw account of leaving and being left. The whole is a feeling of space in between what may have been good and may have been awful, the current state of how I am now, Seasons without them, and Seasons without me, Joy. But just so they know: Boys, I'm not changing your names.